I looked up. Staring at my Machine Dynamics 2 lecturer’s ever so vivid body language as he tried — frantically — to liven up a classroom full of students wearing that unmistakable wtfareyoutalkingabout expression.
Words find themselves hard to stick in one piece as they escape his mouth riding on a heavy Middle-eastern accent. Incomprehensible syllables collapse into hypnotic murmurs that mutes the world into a muffled silence as I resorted to lip-read his 350-WPM bullet-train of sentences. All the awhile drawing my dreamy gaze onto every silent flap, sway and whirl of his arms.
I shifted my focus to the projection screen in front of the class that’s supposed to show figures and formulas and notes but nothing came into clarity. I squinted, but my weary eyes did the opposite — the world around warped into blurriness as my eyelids fell shut at the opportunity.
Large. Blank. Void. Nothing.
The mid-term break right now does little to slow down what I feel is our toughest semester yet. Yes, it’s been a whole half of a semester since I wrote anything or uploaded any photos. Speaking of which, I guess I have been taking my liberation off Project 365 a little too heavily.
Endless piles of assignment, tutorial and lab work dictates firing up Adobe Lightroom an unnecessary luxury. What more clicking around with my dSLR. Not that I feel great about it. I left behind readers of my now-dormant photoblog and if I may say so, a following on Flickr that accompanied me through my 365 journey. Danbo’s lying beside my laptop enveloped in a thin but unmistakable layer of dust. Comments such as the one ejana left on my 365 finale shot broke my heart.
My inner shutterbug wants more than anything to get out.
But as they always say: desperate times, desperate measures.
Hey Embr, great photos 🙂 The second photo is really nice, it reminds me of the beaches that are not far from my home, one of which I helped my father plant coconut palms along when I was a small child. They have become an iconic part of the beach and hold fond memories of mine that I remember each time I go there. That’s what’s great about being a photographer, whether you regularly capture moments or not, some times the simplest ‘subjects’ can bring joy to your audience.
Wow, it sure is great to see the results of the seeds you sow when you were young. I’d definitely love to do something and come back years later and savour the results of my earlier efforts.
I have a rather nostalgic connection to beaches in general too as I grew up in a costal town but since moved to a riverine city instead.
I’m glad I was able to bring back your childhood memories with such a simple photo. You’re absolutely right — a simple photo does go a long way in conjuring feelings and memories of the audience. I see that in a lot of photos of fellow photographers too!
To be honest, I also miss your well-written blog updates that were beautifully decorated with breathtaking photos. 🙁
But it’s okay if you’re busy or experiencing some kind of boredom and need to take a hiatus. I believe the creativity is still in you. I still wish you’ll come back with new kind of blogging project. *wink wink*
Speak of the inactivity, my blog is kind of dusty too and worse I’ve just deleted the database accidentally. Wew! (._. )
Aww thanks! I can’t think of any other blogging project though, unless I restart another Project 365. I actually wanted to embark on a Project 52 for this blog by posting at least one entry per week for the year but I failed early into the second week, pffft.
Wow, that sounds really bad. DB mess-ups are the most dreaded of all. But then again, you’ll get a chance on starting over in a clean slate — something I’ve been wanting to do but never got myself to hit that delete button purging six years worth of entries. Maybe you’ve got to have fate to do that for you. =D
Take your time in studies… All of us are having hard time this semester… But no matter what, friends (like me =P) will always by your side… If you need anything, I will try my best to help… All the best in your studies and don’t stop uploading pictures ya… Hahaha… =D
Thanks, mate. =) You never let people down, heh. All the best to you don’t stop uploading photos too!
nice layout… 😀 im try to steal it.. hahaha! just kiddin.. 😛
Hi,
I just stumbled onto your blog from instantShift.com. The design is smashing and very nicely put together. Love your pictures too!
P/S — I too am a Teh C kaki! but too bad have to cut down else I’ll get diabetes!! :p
@Dakjaat, haha! Glad you liked it though. 🙂
@Jianchung, Thank you! That’s true — Teh C is a little sweet, yes. I’ve gotta keep my consumption in check, too! :p
Hey there,
I come to know of your blog here through Sarawak Bloggers.
When I first loaded your page, I have to say I am very impressed by your graphical layout !! Your design of this blog is seriously stunning. Well done, and please keep it up.
As I dived deeper into your blog entries, I find myself constantly amazed by your photography work. They are all rather impressive. Again, it is always great to find great photographers from Sarawak.
Just when I am in my huge thought bubble screaming engineers are people who are void of creativity, artistic sense and originality, I must say you have proven me so dead wrong. Your blog is the evidence that destroys my constant belief that engineers are mundane, dull, and colourless people who think solely inside the square box. We really need more people like you.
Also, great job on spreading the love for Sarawak, and also the infamous Teh-C-Peng. My favourite drink, anytime.
I shall link you up on my blog. Cheers.
Hey there Robin!
I’m flattered, really. And I don’t blame you for that stereotypical view of engineers, haha! Engineers generally focus their juices in the art of problem-solving, but I know quite a few fellow engineering coursemates who are surprisingly good in photography, designing and film-making.. seriously. Makes you wonder what are these people doing in this course. =P
It’s only my pleasure to spreading the teh-C peng love! Glad to know you’re a fellow fan too!